Betrayal in Marriage | Starting Over
Betrayal is when someone violates your trust or confidence, oftentimes resulting in a great deal of conflict, hurt and even resentment. Regardless of what kind of betrayal, or who commits it, you may be left feeling hurt and confused. Betrayals can occur between friends, family members, spouses, significant others etc. This can be an extremely upsetting experience for anyone. Whether the discovery of betrayal is through a sudden event or experienced over time, when committed by a spouse, it can create an overflow of emotions and may leave irreparable damage in its wake. When allowed to fester, the effects of betrayal can ruin a relationship. Betrayed trust, however, can be better understood, addressed, and ultimately healed when confronted openly and honestly. Therapy can provide a safe place to do just that.
The Impact of Betrayal
When betrayal occurs in a relationship, things may not be the same as they were before. So many aspects of your relationship are touched and affected by the harm caused. It is not easy to heal, instead it can cause significant trauma. As you may experience fears, worries, disappointment, and confusion, you may also find yourself struggling with painful emotions, such as anger, resentment, shock, sadness, and shame.
The body as well, can feel the effects of betrayal with somatic symptoms, such as headaches, fatigue, sleep disorder, and digestive issues. If you have a history of complex emotional, or behavioral symptoms that include depression, anxiety, PTSD, or mood disorder, an act of betrayal may trigger a relapse.
Understanding the Pain of Betrayal in Marriage
Like many strong relationships, a healthy marriage can be built on the foundation of trust and faithfulness. Married individuals often want a partner who can offer emotional safety and security, and someone who can be counted on. At times, even when a partner seems to be perfect, no human is truly without flaw and fault. The most ideal relationships have their weaknesses.
It can be true to say that “it takes much time and energy to build trust, yet it is only a matter of a few seconds to destroy it.” Whether the act of betrayal is an affair, secrets, abandonment, substance abuse etc., it can strain and break trust and shake the foundation of your relationship.
Often, betrayals can trigger a complex web of emotions that can greatly affect the health, well-being and overall quality of life, not only of the betrayed, but also the betrayer and everyone involved. Life may seem to come to a complete standstill, dreams squashed, families are forced to take sides, perhaps even affecting children in the home.
Betrayal can also bring many personal unresolved concerns to the surface. It can be extremely uncomfortable and painful to dig deeper into the emotions that arise. It is important for the betrayed to remember that the betrayal is not their fault. It is not usually a spouse who “pushes” a partner to make these choices. It will not help to place blame in order to navigate through the difficult emotions accompanying a betrayal.
If you are someone feeling hurt by betrayal, it is understandable to feel the pain you are experiencing. It can be immobilizing and all consuming, but it does not mean that your marriage must end in divorce or separation. Although a betrayal may deeply wound your relationship, it can also ironically strengthen your marriage in the long run as you heal, especially if there is an attempt to rebuild trust.
Rebuilding Trust: Worth the Effort
Surviving betrayal and recovering from hurt requires time. It is unlikely that you can get over your grief and pain quickly. You cannot just make the pain go away or go back in time to change the events. While the ground rules for restoring broken trust can be difficult, the process may bring several rewards that can benefit your marriage. You may find that working through things together helps to bring about greater understanding, if and when you are ready to process what happened.
Rebuilding trust after a betrayal can be worth the effort for both spouses. For the one who betrayed, it is about facing both their shortcomings, their capacity to hurt a loved one, and their efforts to regain that person’s love and trust again. For the one who was betrayed, it is in the act of forgiving, and to risk potentially getting hurt again. Admittedly, it is not easy, and it is not a quick process. Ultimately, this crisis can lead to a discovery of what may have been missing. Quite often, this can heal the wound of the past and pave the way for the relationship to start all over.
Getting Help to Start All Over Again
After discovering a betrayal in a committed relationship, it is common for people to keep their pain a secret out of feelings of shame or humiliation. Betrayal can lead to isolation, resulting in many couples being unable to address the potential damage which has happened. Ignoring or allowing the painful, uncomfortable emotions to consume you, may only worsen the situation. However, if the emotional hurt is treated in a healthy manner, healing can happen.
Diligent effort, understanding, and appropriate counseling can help rebuild lost trust, and peace can be restored in your relationship. Reaching out for professional assistance can be a central element to your healing process. If you have been betrayed and you are distraught by the ensuing damage to your self-esteem and feelings of security; you may benefit from marriage counseling and find guidance through the process of healing while rebuilding trust.
Many couples have benefitted by seeing a counselor independently contracted with Carolina Counseling Services – Pittsboro, NC. Each couple is unique, so it is important to find a therapist that is the right fit. Call Carolina Counseling Services – Pittsboro, NC today to make an appointment!